There is a part of me that will never understand, and never know the feelings of being in a crisis pregnancy.   Did I have sex before I was married? Sure.  Was I lucky not to have to deal with a pregnancy before I was married?  Absolutely.   In many ways I was the one who thought he was invincible and it would not happen to me.   My bet is that most don’t think that it will happen to them.  Not to mention the married couples who opt for abortion, and listening to my mother in-law these couples have all kinds of reasons.

You know who isn’t invincible and who has no say in the matter? …The person conceived by our arrogance of invincibility and the one not given a voice in our reasons why we aren’t ready…the one who can’t do ANYTHING.

I read this yesterday from a woman who has been on both sides.

In that moment of reading that TWEET from Tammy… I understood.  I don’t know and will never know, but I understand.  There was pain then.  Still to this day after all the healing Tammy has been through…There is still, I won’t call it pain, but a longing to know.  Tammy knows she is forgiven by the King of Kings, and knows her guilt is wiped clean.  But you see she knows…  She knows what I do not… But I understand.  I wonder about the men from her story, and not understanding their role in her knowing… Did they know they could do ANYTHING?

Because I understand I push forward into an unknown.  Because I understand I look at the forest of trees, caused by every abortion an wonder how I will ever chop them all down… I look into the tasks before me an try to make reason of why this why now… Then I think of a this:

My wife is beside me everyday, and she knows I would go to the ends of the earth for her.  My children our my mission. But how I grew up is an important factor in how today I love my wife and children.

I grew up the youngest an only boy with 7 older sisters.  I would do anything in my power to protect them and keep them from harm.  ANYTHING.   I have seen them all become successful, and each one has a man in their lives that supports and loves them through ANYTHING….  ANYTHING….

Anything God Asks I will do. one tree at a time…Anything he places before me I will stand up to and in the name of Christ…ANYTHING…the anything now is Men who lack the understanding of knowing that they have a voice.  When their world of invincibility comes crashing down, they do not have to sit idle.  They can stand, and they to can to ANYTHING… My mission is to turn knowing they can do ANYTHING, into SOMETHING, knowing that they to have a voice when they thought they had NOTHING.

One tree at a time….